June 29, 2008

Inside And Outside

There are crossed lines and it hurts so much and makes me wonder if I am where I belong to or it's just an ambition of seeing beauty where is not. It breaks everything inside me only when I'm thinking about it and no matter what's the reason, that shouldn't be The Way.

Bahrain feels nice. I've been to Nada's graduation/ NYIT and I learnt my "graduation lesson" once again by being there with her, while giving an amazing speech in front of all those people.

NatCo made me think about my role here and about the huge responsibility that lies on my shoulders. More than this, the empty red box I received from my predecessor as a transition gift, made me more scared same as confident in the same time, of how responsible I should be in taking care of their dreams and the "unmeasurable experience that AIESEC in Bahrain is". I'm the final responsible for everything what's ahead & it is BIG.

I spent two great days in office in SWOT analysis and 2015 visions, linking dots and "aha" moments, trying to find a way out for creating the most wonderful national plan ever. I look at them sometimes, into the "stop time" mode - they talk so passionate about what they do and you can see how much it means to them. I see them striving for offering me the best environment, being careful with each detail. I don't feel pampered, but I do feel challenged and being cared of, which is a weird combination that feels awesome. I treasure with all my heart the people I'm going to work with this year.

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